depressed.

Me: "Feel like selling it and no more laptop until next year lol"
AL: "Sell lor.. Buy Acer la.. haiyo..c mine..so kin.."
Me: "No money"
AL: "Then earn money nor.."
Me: "Cannot use parents money for luxury stuffs anymore. That's why i say next year. hahaha"
AL: "U know then good lor.."
Me: "That's sounds like I always spent parents money like water like that"
AL: "Abit le..== "

A conversation between a friend.

This conversation... made my mood extremely bad. bad. bad. bad. bad !

TOTALLY GOT NO MOOD AT ALL. THANKS TO YOU.

I admitted. My dad love me a lots. What I asks from dad, he will give it to me.
Just like my very first poor laptop on 2008.
My second  Asus laptop on 2010.
And my first Android HTC Incredible S as my 21st years old present.

Since 2003, I went to Brunei for studies, till 2007.
I spent probably more than RM50k on the school fees, my pocket money, expenses,etc.

2008, I went to Miri to study CAT. Dad sold his portion of the land to my eldest uncle, just to support me to study.

2009 July, I came to Klang. August I'd a job at Citra, until November.
2010, I came to KDU, to further my CAT. I used a year, to complete just 2 papers. WHAT A SHAME.
2011 January, I'm officially an ACCA student.
2011 August, June result is release. I failed it terribly. F4-3marks ; F6- 26marks.

I remember, my dad ever told me, his account left no more than 20.
I'm so sorry. I'm truly sorry.
I've been wasting your money.
Sometime I really wanted to give up on ACCA.
I really don't want to continue anymore.
But I couldn't let go. But..

What I can do now, it is study smart. study well. pass and pass.

烟火·吻痕

烟火 那么灿烂 让人幸福 却是短暂
吻痕 那么甜蜜 让人脸红 亦是短暂
如果喜欢你 是错误的开始
那么爱上你 将是梦魇的开端
喜欢你 什么酸甜苦涩 都经历了一遍
爱上你 何止酸甜苦涩 也许遍体鳞伤
我喜欢你 因为对你动心
你喜欢我 而你无法解释
我的幸福 来的不是时候
你的靠近 伤的不只你我
对我 是要不得的爱情 不能奢求的爱情
对你 是你的多情 是你的贪心
我们是那烟火吻痕 那么灿烂那么甜蜜
但也是那么的短暂 离开你是早晚到问题
如果我对你残忍伤害 你会对我潇洒放手吗?

- 分得够狠 你才有借口转身 宁愿爱一点都不剩 - [坏人]

- 这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有 成全 多舍不得仍然是放手 - [爱不疚]

究竟需要经历多少次的爱错 才会爱对
爱对 又怎知永远是对的？
爱错 又怎知是永远的错？
---含含---

爱错

烟火 那么灿烂 让人幸福 却是短暂
吻痕 那么甜蜜 让人脸红 亦是短暂
爱错 等于在折磨掉在爱情漩涡里的傻瓜
爱错 等于在考验傻瓜的心有多坚强
爱错 要不得的爱情 不能奢求的爱情
爱错 何谓 ••爱错•• 爱了不该爱的人
爱错了 酸甜苦涩 什么都尝尽
爱错了 怎么办?
究竟需要经历多少次的爱错 才会爱对
爱对 又怎知永远是对的？
爱错 又怎知是永远的错？
爱情 添加人生色彩
爱情 人生的调味料

-original! before edited to 烟火·吻痕一

当你爱的人狠心地离开了你 不要自暴自弃 不要自我堕落 要变得比以前更好 更棒 千万不要让他/她觉得 离开你是对的选择 让他/她感叹 当初所做的决定 看到你过得好 他/她会觉得欣慰 假如你过得不怎么好 他/她会觉得难过 ==END==